Ten months ago I imagined myself in a totally different way from what I am right now. My expectations were all of happiness, joy and enthusiasm about this date that is about to come.
I feel like Ted in the Trilogy Time episode of How I Met Your Mother, that shows a flashback of Ted and Marshall still in the university thinking about what will happen if they don't pass the economy test.
- Dude, if we fail this econ final we're not going to be able to...we won't know how to...do you even know what econ is?! - Marshall desperately asks Ted, who answers with a poker face:
- I have no idea, we're screwed - and adds - There's only one thing left to do to times like these: WATCH THE ENTIRE STARS WARS TRILOGY THE WHOLE WAY THROUGH BECAUSE I HAVEN'T DONE THAT IN LIKE, FIVE YEARS!
- Dude, you can't let that happen! If you're not trilling it at least once every three years, the Dark Side wins - so Ted replies
- Okay, so let's make a pact: No matter what, every three years we sit down and trill it up big time! Agreed?
- A-greedo!
Since that, they begin to wonder how their lives will be in three years everytime they watch the trilogy, but then Ted always get sad because his life is never how he thought it would be.
That's exactly how I feel.
Now the Valentine's is coming and what's left for me? A grandmother stuck at the hospital, school tests, boys who only care about my backside and only one who's into me but for my disgrace I can't stand him touching me or even standing near me. Also it's been a year he's in love with me and I JUST CAN'T STAND IT.
I hope something interesting or amusing happens until June 12th, even though I know it will be kind of impossible.
Here's the promo of the episode i mentioned..
Have a lollipop, good night.
